I have thought for weeks
that now’s the time—
on these gray, cold days
with the narcissus shooting
their merry paperwhites skyward,
even the odd hollyhock clinging
to an unseasonably tall stalk—
that I must take up the clippers
and head to the back fence—
not to mention attend to the bed
in the front yard with roses
that I deadhead all summer—
to prune last season’s gangly stems
that provided unasked-for bounty.
Now, in January, a few crimson
blossoms nod their heavy heads
groundward as I ponder such
mysteries as roses in winter.
I have sometimes neglected to
prune them, hating to lop them
mercilessly, almost to the ground,
to make space for the yet-to-be,
to overcome my reluctance to
allow the dying to die, so that
what is gestating can—
with no help from me—
be born.

