Know this curve of bay well.
Walked it, swam it, dug my feet
into its sandy slope so many times
it feels like one of the elements
of this island that have seeped
into me. Surely, my blood must
be half seawater by now. And,
just arrived again, he and I
sit under the sheltering arms
of a welcoming tree whose
name I once knew. Now I
do not. There are so many
things I do not know, I realize,
after collecting a lifetime’s
knowledge. Like how some
of us choose the more hateful
path, and some of us lean
into love with a heartiness
that, well, heartens my heart.
Him there, he heartens my
heart, the one with whom
I look out on ocean that
calls me, soothes me,
reminds me that, as Rick
told Ilsa, my fears don’t
amount to a hill of beans
in this crazy world. But
if you’ve got someone
to sit with and do nothing
but look at ocean waves
gentle themselves into
shore, you’ve got a winner
there, someone with whom
you can ride out the crazy,
who will remind you of
your infinitesimal place
in the world, and of the
greater-than-great space
that you happily occupy
in his equally huge heart.

