Payoff

Well, hot damn,
if I’m not writing the final check
to the bank to make this old house
mine for real.

And all I can think of is,
Did you ever think you’d see this?
No, you did not, leaving the party
early, as you did, which I know
was not how you wanted it.

But look, sweetie. We did it.
Took me a few more minutes
than I thought, but now,

as I walk through our house—
where some nights I still awaken
to the soft pad of your footsteps
in the hall and the jingle of Buddy’s tags
on his blue collar—

I whisper into the dark,
knowing how close you are,
how thin the veil between
my side and yours,

thank you, I love you,
yipppeeeeeee!
thankyouthankyouthankyou.

Jan with her final house payment check on her front porch / Photo: Dick Schmidt
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14 Responses to Payoff

  1. Susie Whelehan's avatar Susie Whelehan says:

    Oh, Jan….how lovely to start my day with your beautiful face and your happy news. Blessings on YOUR home.

    XO Susie

  2. mangooptimistic9ea70dca21's avatar mangooptimistic9ea70dca21 says:

    Wow! What a lovely parting gift! So glad to see you smiling on your porch.

  3. Congratulations! That’s huge. Our home is paid off, too. I love that feeling.

  4. Sharon Hardie's avatar Sharon Hardie says:

    Congratulations on a goal done.  Quite an accomplishment.

  5. Donna Just's avatar Donna Just says:

    Yipeeeeeee! Congratulations! Woot woot! It’s a great feeling, isn’t it?!

  6. automaticab1ef3ce79's avatar automaticab1ef3ce79 says:

    Congratulations! How fun for you! Now you can continue paying for all the things that need repair, but at least you have a little more cash to handle them. Being a home owner has it’s challenges, but also soooooo much JOY! Love the picture and you! ~Connie

  7. Neil the ref's avatar Neil the ref says:

    I miss both Cliff and Buddy. The 3 of you are forever ingrained in my house-sitting memories from many, many years ago! Congrats on the house; you deserve a stress-free retirement (sort of)!

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