I’ve decided that October will go down
in my history as a Month of Infrastructure,
the unsexy, can’t-see-it-but-if-it-breaks-you’re
in-big-trouble repairs that had to happen,
in home and work spaces, while trying to
calm my galloping heart as I channel my
mother’s mantra when she didn’t have much:
“It’s only money.” That, and thanking the
gods of habitation for home equity lines.
But all this work is worthy of applause for
the men who’ve so meticulously applied
their time and talent to this old house
and the attic-like space less than 2 miles
away that I consider my office. I could offer
basement crawls for the adventurous to
admire the new pipes carrying in what needs
carrying in and carrying out what needs, well,
carrying out. And perhaps, in the loft, I could
ask Richard the handyguy to leave a corner
exposed to show off the new ceiling insulation,
along with 43 nifty new acoustical ceiling tiles,
that will, with luck, keep the writing garret
cooler in summer, warmer in winter. I like to
think I’m investing in the miracle of humanity
with all this cushioning, lining and padding
of the underpinnings, shoring up spaces
where those I care about spend time, gather
because I invited them to come sit a spell
and chat, have some tea, pick up a pen
and see what flows out of it, then share it,
if they like—surprising us all with the wonder
of words magically appearing on a page.

