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Granite Bay, 1968

Oak trees arcing to the sky. Little girls learning to climb them.No sidewalks to roller skate on. Across the road a path leadingto the big lake called Folsom made from a river called American.Our swimming spot: Granite Bay. Fool’s gold … Continue reading

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Chalk

Life is grace. Sleep is forgiveness. The night absolves. Darkness wipes the slate clean, not spotless to be sure, but clean enough for another day’s chalking.—Frederick Buechner, “The Alphabet of Grace“ ••• What if, overnight, someone leavessome big, fat sticks … Continue reading

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For those who have lost everything: a list

First, no one in the throes of devastationknows how to do this. Stand amid the ash,the blown-apart detritus of your life and cry.Sob hard. You must empty the contents of your soulonto the ground where you once lived and loved,where … Continue reading

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Often I love best

The ones who have vanishedor seem to have. Or I lovethose who are easy to love—often the four-footed, furry oneswho seem to adore us forno good reason. I often love best the words thatothers have put on the page morethan … Continue reading

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In the hour before you died

though you were mostly gone,every breath a great labor, I thought of others who,before liftoff, with great effort, forced their parched lips to sayto those assembled: I love you. You mean the worldto me. Thank you for being here. You … Continue reading

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Soil of sorrow

Winter sunshine deceives usinto thinking that spring has arrivedin January, along with the narcissus arrowing upward from cold earth,blooming their fool heads off whenthey have no business doing so. But they do, I remind myself.This is what gives us hopein … Continue reading

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Puff makes me cry

Grief takes funny forms,as we know, and when a link arrived to a Peter Yarrowvideo singing new lyrics to his famous tune about howthe song of Puff came to be (before, Yarrow says, he knewabout marijuana, so no, it’s not … Continue reading

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Maxi goes to the vet

Though I’d been bribing himwith yummy baby food for weeks, after I added the magic powderto help him relax in the carrier, Maxi walked away. Of course.You’re on to me, aren’t you? I said at 6:30 a.m., too early forboth … Continue reading

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Love calls us on

Circling the labyrinthon the first walk of the year, I turn into the ascending sun,stop, tilt my chin to welcome the kiss of light throughbare-limbed trees, and think of the belovedsseen and unseen, those here and gone,as pilgrims walk the … Continue reading

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Beginning a new year

I’m not a resolutions kinda gal.I like to be surprised by what’s coming since predictions seem silly.Life is nothing but unpredictable, as is survival—for us, for the planet.And while we do all we can to assure the going on—for us, … Continue reading

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