Just as you never tell your children
which of them is your favorite
(they all are, right?),
you don’t reveal to the people sitting
around the table, writing their
art out,
that they’re your dream team,
the ones you want around the table
in heaven,
if there is a heaven. And there
damn well better be because I
want to land in a loft like this
with the just-right temperature
so I don’t have to adjust the A/C
on a summer morning
(oops, too cool… nope, too stuffy),
pulling out the space heaters,
layering up in winter.
Let there be no too cold or too hot
around the celestial writing table,
and let me write
there with the dream team,
unabashedly, among my favorite
writers and humans.
Lucky me to have fallen into
this place, this occupation,
these people quite accidentally.
Or is that how you made it appear,
you crafty word gods?
The ones who placed pens
in our hands, poised our
fingers over keyboards,
whispering, Go!
And we do,
oh, we so do.


Love the quote by Dani Shapiro on the blackboard! I did a weekend retreat with her here in CA–it was wonderful. I have fallen down the Covid hole–contracted it after four years avoiding it–first time I went unmasked to an opening with about 100 people–ekphrastic poetry, and one of my poems got into the book and show. Feeling pretty punk. Love, Amrita
Sorry you’re feeling so rotten, Amrita. Hoping you improve every day (as I did with my last bout of the Big Bad Bug in February). And I agree with you about Dani Shapiro… she’s terrific!