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Jan. 8: In the dark

for Dickie Aren’t we all? I hear him say,and I protest, No! It’s one of the great benefitsof living within shouting distanceof three hospitals—no matterthe storm, power’s never out for long. But last night, shortly before anew day, as the … Continue reading

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Jan. 8: Visual field

Put your chin in the little dipand look into the bowl of stars,tiny suns that blink and disappear, then press with an eager fingerthe button to indicate that somepart of your peripheral vision has noted them. But immediatelyyou wonder, Did … Continue reading

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Jan. 7: Epiphany, in between storms

Out the back door windowI see part of Mary’s murallit up, a soft midday spotlighton words she painted a coupleof years ago: I awoke with your voice and because……small green fans on slender……gold and fluttered to the ground……their little lives… … Continue reading

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Jan. 6: Slow stories

Stones are very slow stories with secret memories of fire inside.—John Tarrant In this first month of a new yearpick up a stone—perhaps onethat calls to you, perhaps oneyou picked up some time ago andkept for a reason you can’t … Continue reading

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bewilderment

take it apartfind Be wildin the big wordthen Be wild however thatshows up for you put somethingon the page—a blob of coloror words thatcould becomesomethingbut don’t have to or let a soundescape into the air,a tune fromyour own lips,one of … Continue reading

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Jan. 4: In between storms

Workers chain-sawing downedtrunkslimbsbranchesbareandneedledall manner of blowers blowingunder threatening skies holding offfor now but we know the next storm is on its waygathering like atmospheric birds of preyand we, unused to so much water so quickly,sit vigilant wary about what’s coming … Continue reading

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Jan. 3: Your mother is beautiful,

people have often told me,but she, like so many of us,does not see this, even after I point out that we have limitedvision when it comes to ourfaces, only able to see in 2-D what the mirror shows us.But she … Continue reading

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Jan. 1, 2023: High and dry

We drive home, all the way up the centralvalley under soft gray puffy clouds that havenot yet flattened into rain, past crepuscular raysas we climb the Grapevine, admire the godlight arrowing into Pyramid Lake—Look at the light! clean and crisp—imaginingthat … Continue reading

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Jan. 1: The way the days become a life

And how did that happen?That enough 24-hour spans occurthat they become lived time,a lifetime. And that we are all not grantedas many as some, fewer than others(and how we are missing those others). And that there’s no way to knowwhat … Continue reading

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Dec. 31: Diapause

noun: a hormonally controlled quiescence resulting in a reduction of metabolic activity, often occurring seasonally, especially in insects I’ve just learned thatas the cold descends,you, little red-suited beetles,cuddle tight to eachother like cubs in a dennapping, your metabolismslowed to the … Continue reading

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